Greetings, I have been a member earlier here, but I don't remember my old account nor do I want to dig too much into the past.
My past only represent me in my core values, but I feel like I have changed a lot.
I am Linuriel, and I seek to fill a hole in me.
Over the years, I have been quite depressed, as in, really depressed, because I feel like there is a huge vacuum in my spirit.
I've always been somewhat of a spiritualist, and still been into the material world, my hole is one of spiritual need.
As such, I have started to explore my Christian leanings, but I have realized I need more.
Today, while cleaning my apartment, I found my lightsaber, and I remembered that I did enjoy my time as a Jedi/Sith realist, and that I kind of miss it.
It was a mix of elements that fulfilled me, in a sense, but it is insanely boring to do it alone.
So I decided to join this forum again, to find inspiration, and guidance, in this emergent state.